JOY TILLEY
As a South Asian and White woman, growing up in the
Deep South, with only the white side of my family has pushed
me to assimilate into American culture, recognizing my lost
identity at a young age. My studio practice has become a
reflection of identity and the ongoing reclamation of cultural
memory from my Indian Mauritian heritage.
My paintings explore the amalgamation of South Asian
and Western or European iconography, specifically Hindu and
Christian symbols that are simultaneously harmonious and
contradictory. These juxtaposed elements question how identity
is represented, lost, and preserved across generations and how
biracial and diaspora identities are dismissed in the context of
religious art, pop culture, and post-colonial history. Elements
of textiles and color within the environment represent the
emotional landscape my sister and I navigated in an all-white family. The interaction of saturated color and traditional Indian patterns with our skin morphs into the embodiment of visibility and belonging; it represents the camouflage we yearn for. We have constantly been overtly perceived by society and ourselves, that we are not valued as “enough” for either culture.
To reclaim and reimagine my white and South Asian identity, I draw inspiration from traditional Indian craft such as miniature painting, embroidery, textiles, and the aesthetics of Bollywood poster hand-painting. I achieve intricate detailing with gouache and use both paper and stretched canvas to evoke the traditional practice of miniature painting and connect my Western art upbringing and painting education. The implementation of these techniques, which are slowly fading within the contemporary art world, becomes a way of personally preserving cultural memory while creating space for other biracial identities to relate and redefine what it means to be from two separate worlds.
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